Nov 24, 2021
Semantic
“And if the blood/ on your hands grows too dark,/
think of the bright pail of milk, its froth,/ how you made
something good/ long after the calf had grown/ cold”
-Susannah Nevison, “Pastoral”
As good a name as any other, how veal blossoms
into brisket, kid to cutlet. A span drawn on the tongue
from referent to tortile intent, a curtain always
tugging back. As a life becomes more familiar, empathy
begs its title be expelled far from center palate, diplomatic
and foreign like something being done in the distance:
unrecognizable, a perfect, perpetual tense free
of blame. As though it was inevitable, some will have been
running, hurting, eating, dying, no stretch of time
before or after to contradict. If they can, they’ll have you
believe in separation. In the difference between one sound
and another, the metal truth penning like rail spikes
or wire both sides of a line. Us and not us. Silence, then
a mouth moves. The world starts to take shape around it.
Passing
Couched by the window, washed
in the unmistakable distant timbre
of train on track, marching snares
dressed forward. A whistle pleads
with distance to be close, to be present
as thunder. Hear the blare of horn,
five-alarming, barn-razing, pressed
against silence like someone’s asleep
on the rails and needs to flee. Breaths
languor out, crossties braced for interstice.
The sound grows less patient. Night
allows, moment by moment, the padded,
waning anticipation to stay in bloom.
Come into this swanlight siren auric
luster of apartment lantern wraithing
through our dusty. Through our quiet.
Dehiscence
I never meant to plant this taste
for capsules or tablets, for how I’ll rub
a bloodstain into linen when I know
I should blot. Hairshirt of watered
coffee and sweating rooms, the smell
of vague vinegar and hardwater
germinating like a sunburn out
of season. I try to think of icing
these joints as a gift, the craft
of an athlete or prospector weighing
muscle like ore, adversarial to the veins
and all the time they take to fill.
How many times now
I’ve drifted across bridges
or dehydrated highways, not
to taste a cure
but something slimmer, more skeletal,
around which I could frame
a life. Always the season
of reaped seeds I would never
plant, sprouting buds like wild thyme
as if I were a garden
to be covered. A body
at unrest, topography in relief.
I rake my bonsai sand
tight to the roots
and filter this water
in hopes fickle bark
chooses to be kind.
Jeremy Rock is pursuing an MFA at the University of Alabama. He has work published or forthcoming in Poet Lore, The Shore, Bear Review, Sugar House Review, Cider Press Review, and elsewhere.