Nov 24, 2019
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Hearing Loss
I.
Hammer, anvil, and stirrup
furnish the yellow vestibule,
echo every faint breeze,
rustle of paper, small words
long forgotten, spoken close and low.
Long after the electric pulses
slow, the reverberation:
this is song.
The vibration goes on, white bones
that shiver and buzz; the room
is not empty. Here is the drum,
the cilia, the perfect alignments.
Here the desire.
Here the memory of desire.
II.
Hear the memory of desire:
rustle of paper, small words
that shiver and buzz, the room
long forgotten. Spoken close and low,
the vibration goes on. White bones—
hammer, anvil, and stirrup—
furnish. The yellow vestibule
is not empty. Here is the drum,
the cilia, the perfect alignments.
Slow the reverberation:
long after the electric pulses
echoed every faint breeze,
here was desire.
This was song.
*This poem first appeared in Unsplendid 2.3.
Hatchery
Hundreds of tiny fry
crowd the single tank,
churning the water milky.
The fry grow to parr
with wobbly, thick black stripes
as if drawn in a child’s hand.
The parr grow to smolts,
released into ponds.
As they smoltify,
they turn silver, grow scales.
Their ponds go saline
and they grow, they fatten.
They bulk up, fish up,
they chinook, they chum,
they coho, they sockeye.
They don’t run, or redd,
or spawn, or kelt.
No ocean, no river,
no homing. No anadromy.
They don’t properly pink
so far from habitat.
So they’re fed a food
made from themselves;
they are cannibalized
for color: soylent salmon.
And they are fed twice
as many pounds as they grow—
a crazy economy.
Still they are created
in the thousands, packed
into writhing tanks like shooting fish
in a barrel. Three years
from artificial insemination
to the flap of a caudal fin,
to the bagel on my plate.
*This poem first appeared in The Quarry, Split This Rock’s Poetry Database, 2017.
The Thing in the Thing
Is the chimney a chute of air where grey smoke
clots and rises? Or is the chimney the bricks,
the mason’s careful art? Is the car a box of metal,
a web of gauges and fuses, or the feeling of speed
gathering under your right foot? The tree waves its branches
and becomes, thanks to wind, more tree. The clouds
lend more meaning to the sky. Water maintains
its fluidity even while held in the confines of a glass:
a glass of water is a shape, not a nature. The true nature
of a thing, its essence, is something pure and focused
like a stone holding its hardness. A telephone holds its ring
as pure potentiality. Then it does ring, and it’s Gwen,
and she’s telling me a story about her sister in Knoxville,
or explaining the common root of a word in Italian
and a word in Hebrew. Not knowing the name of a thing
changes nothing, but when I can,
I like to know. The sky holds nothing back. Every time
the barometer drops, it makes some big confession.
*This poem first appeared in Gargoyle 60.